You would be surprised how many ppl feel like that at that age mate...but also at that age not many are willing to talk about it! - I def know I wasnt....nowdays I feel comfortable to talk to mates, family, however...make sure u talk to ppl but also start to focus more....at the end of it I nearly turned it into a positive thing like I feel shit, only way from here is up and I will be more focused and more motivated than anyone else because of everything I have gone through!