I didnt mean it to come across as "Annie" had gone nuts, I doubt that Marcos or Annie, would actually allow it...A side effect of good education and training.
I cant say I know what you mean by the self esteem issues not being a women and all. But I can relate to what you have lost, my wife went from a 12D, to a 10EE / 12E, while breast feeding and now a 10C after, it is a very noticable difference..But she is not as tall as you, far from it(5'5") at 5'11 Annie you could carry a lot more and still be quite proportional..17% BF that i, impressive for a women. Even though you have lost a tad uptop, I am sure you have found a sexy set of pins, and a toned but! its all about shifting attention, and working with what you have..
I am sure you would have gained a lot of confidence knowing how strong you are and what you have achieved.