Thanks for your honesty mate.
I'm 44 now, started partying a little late in my late 20s, I was pushing pretty hard in my younger years, working, studying, bouncing at night, developing properties with the little time I had left at the same time.
So party time was limited back then so I could get myself in a financial position to be able to afford to party without raising suspicions from the family. Costs a fuken bundle to do this shit.
Then in the late 90s all my moons aligned, got to a senior role in a global cooperation, the housing boom was kind to me, some investments paid off and was no turning back from there, been living a double life for the last 16 years.
Have no health issues that I know of, last blood test came back smick, even though I had it done under pressure on a Monday morning in shit state. When I handed the nurse the jar of brown sludge that was my urine, she asked if I drink water. But all good, even suprised me, BP was a little on the high side.
Fuckin lol! Hope she gave you a pillow and a blanket!Yeah, Once got home next arvo, passed out b/w the security gate and front door, she came out took my keys, phone and threw a bucket of water at me. Then slammed the door and locked me in/out there, it's where I slept for the next 24 hours.
Good mate of mine had a massive heart attack and dropped dead two weeks ago, 42 years old. Looked fit. Ate high protein low carb, loved piss, gas and red bull.
Made me totally rethink my life choices. I got no regrets but fucked if I'm going that young.....
Makes me think about a lot of the shit that old coot @Silverback ; bangs on about.
Ive changed my whole diet and lifestyle now.
Fuckin lol! Hope she gave you a pillow and a blanket!
you got any kids?
Hahaha does she just think you hit the piss hard or something? Surely would be arousing suspicion every now and then
Good mate of mine had a massive heart attack and dropped dead two weeks ago, 42 years old. Looked fit. Ate high protein low carb, loved piss, gas and red bull.
Made me totally rethink my life choices. I got no regrets but fucked if I'm going that young.....
Makes me think about a lot of the shit that old coot @Silverback ; bangs on about.
Ive changed my whole diet and lifestyle now.
I always thought that's the way you'd go 0niI jacked off after smoking a load of weed the other day and legitimately thought I was going to die and imagined the paramedics just finding me covered in semen
What would you do if she confronted you out if the blue about it?
Simple law of physics that apples to most situations in life mate....
what at goes up, must come down.
Life has many choices, for the sake of your family I hope you stay in good health, or make some different choices. You sound like you have a lot of good things going for you in life...... Is it worth the risk?
Apologies if I sound like I am preaching or on a soap box, just seems you live a pretty extreme existence, and you can't burn a candle from both ends forever.
Physical health aside, when using recreational drugs on a regular basis what you need to consider is your mental health.
the more you use it, the further from reality you go.