i stopped reading at sandwich....
But honestly make the most out of the cycle...eat as much as you can....eat as much red meat (steak), oats, milk, potatos, nuts, pasta, rice, shakes etc etc as you can...and fuck have a pizza or 2 a week...your on a fucking test cycle it will not make a diff...
To be honest mate...and I am no expert id just like to point that out...but from some of your replies you really dont sound like you should be taking steroids just yet....