You had to go and point at the elephant in the room, didn't ya [MENTION=10061]Brick[/MENTION] ;
I was blissfully ignoring my drinking and racking, thinking I'm gonna live to a 100.
Bur fear not, in our 50s, you, an esky, a bag of ice and I take a trip to India, fill the esky with a couple of livers, some kidneys and some other essential organs from some young, healthy and unsuspecting coconuts.
Not sure what the correct answer to your question is, but don't feel alone, im in the same boat, just maybe different seat, as I go clean Mon to Thur and binge on weekends.
not sure if this is good advice, but me personally, I don't plan stop anytime soon, fuck it, it is my destiny and I enjoy it too much.
actually severely hung over right now.