I've had severe depression and social anxiety since I was a young kid. When I hit my mid 20s I was introduced to a lovely substance called Mdma. It got rid of all my social anxiety and made me feel awesome. All of a sudden I started going out, even by myself and it got way out of hand, after 1.5 years of out of control partying I completely fell apart emotionally as a person. I went to the doctor who refered me to a psychologist. I was never a gym person and always disliked the gym junkie type of people but my shrink told me I should exercise and join a gym. That's pretty much how I got into lifting. When I first entered the gym I was a super skinny fat 66kg at 6'2 and couldn't even do a push up.