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but i do train hard, and i have been training for 5 years, i am not just beginning. this is my point. something has to be up, the amount of effort i put in should have given me something to be proud of. instead it has bought me more anger and reason for people to bully me.
Cheer up we can't all be good at everything, what I mean is everyone has something their not good at, I do car racing and snowboarding but I suck at swimming and being sociable with others being an introvert sucks but there’s nothing that can change me and do you think I care what others think?
This reminds me when I was doing my apprenticeship in panel beating, I sucked at it and the opportunity do any work which I could learn was rare but I really wanted to achieve this, has time passed by I ate the bullet on my forth year, now I work in an accounting firm, looking back at all this I wish a never went to that **** hole panel beating crap.
Sorry to get all philosophical about this but you get my point? Don’t fill yourself with ate, let it go so you can focus on better this, then all the bad things in the past will turn into a vague memory.