my partner knows, we have been together for almost 10 years.
When i was a tad bit younger,she used against me that the gear was sending me out of control as my doses were what people would seem " normal " now. Which it did. My relationship suffered.
After coming off it I was much better , only just once a year and small amounts, She's got my back as I have hers. She helped me shoot when i couldn't reach a particular spot and even when i would be training she would spot me or fix the meal ready when im done. Lucky to have her,shes very understanding.
When i went to prison for 4 years she was by my side , waited, so she knows my secrets. All of them