Wish I had an awesome cleavage like that woohoooo
ps i really hope i dont come across as a totally self loathing / hating person... i'm just frustrated at my situation, and pretty anxious about putting myself out there in photos.
ps i really hope i dont come across as a totally self loathing / hating person... i'm just frustrated at my situation, and pretty anxious about putting myself out there in photos.
between 1500-1800 depending. before i started working out properly i was on 1200 cals a day for two months. didn't lose a thing. i dont understand my body.
this is my nightmare and why i am so flipping confused. im paying more attention to lowering carbs right now than anything else, and getting my protein in.
cycling foods and leangains fasting is helpful, and i now have much better eating habbits (time of day, quantity, quality) but the conflict between eat less cals lose weight versus eat big is tearing me apart. not really, it just bugs me.