still working, have to. pretty shitty coz im not exaxtly in the frame of mind for dealing with bs.. or standing bored on a door with just your thoughts
I hear you, I hear you loud and clear brother, but I really need you to listen to me right now, please.
First let me share the formula. When you're down and hurting, you're going to need me. When I'm down and hurting, I'm also going to need you okay. The reason for that is simply this: I'm not feeling your pain, even though I can fully understand it and sometimes empathies with it (if I have gone through a similar experience). And at nearly 50, you can bet that I have gone through similar experiences ok.
Right at this moment in time, I am
not in your circle of pain, only you are there. What does that mean? It means I can think very clearly using my rational mind. You on the other hand, don't see or are unable to fully utilise your rational mind, because you're deeply hurting. So you rely on your emotional mind instead. And that's when things get screwed up big time. Nothing's wrong with the emotional mind, but there's a time for everything, and now it's not its turn to enter the chaotic and fully messed up world of your troubled mind. I'm here to listen to your emotions, and in turn rationally evaluate what action needs to be taken, and what needs to be prioritised.
I'm
not here to judge you one way or the other, that I promise. I am here if you need to let off some emotional steam to a brother who's willing to listen and help if possible.
If you do drink, I ask you not to during this extremely critical time, where one (a single 1) false move on your part, and you can kiss your security license goodbye. Then your problems would really escalate to a new level. We don't want that to happen ok.
I'm here for you (even if you don't like me much I know), but I'm still here and will always be here for you throughout this difficult times that you're going through brother. Take care.