Get well soon, I sold my bike when we had kids, too dangerous, will get a bike again later though.
Have lost several mates who were killed on motorbikes, one who is a cripple, and has trouble walking now. Watched a mate die on the side of the road years ago after he came off his bike at around 100km/hr (I was riding behind him at the time) it was a boys week end away ''fun' ride in the country the only thing worse than that was going to his funeral and watching his wife and kids.